Friday, 02 September 2011

  • Survive

    No longer do I need you to know I am loved

    A little girl just has to say "mommy"

    And I know I will always be loved

    Soon another little one will look up at me

    And see their entire world within my face

    Love will grow as they grow in my womb

    No man nor beast can destroy that love

    Surprised to find you're not needed

    Don't be...why pretend to care

    You're such a little boy

    Who doesn't want me until someone else does

    Two little ones will always need me

    No matter the anger, the pain, the fear

    That may come into their life

    They will always have mommy's love to protect them

    This Lioness does not need the #BlackenedWolf

    To comfort, to love with his lies

    The wounds you have caused will fade

    As each day passes to the next

    With each laugh of a child, each smile

    This Lioness will survive. 

  • Hurt again

    Such lies...oh what a fool you made me

    Never leaving again, that's what you swore

    That wolfish grin should have warned

    There was no good intent within your heart

    Pain sears through my veins once more

    Urging my heart to forget you would be so easy

    If the fluttering in my womb did not remind me

    The pain you brought to my life is dampened

    By the life growing within me now

    So many promises you broke to me, to our child

    A quiet lullaby leaves my lips to comfort

    A fool I have been for you twice now

    Never again shall you touch my heart

    You have been replaced with a child worth loving

     

Monday, 06 June 2011

  • Grandma

    Secrets swept under the rug in order to maintain

    The image of a happy family smiling 

    The innocence of children sacrificed at the altar

    Of one man's sick and perverse desire

    You refused to stand by and let him win

    While everyone else looked the other way

    They mocked you, called you crazy even

    It just wasn't what a southern woman ought to do

    He stood in my doorway that night watching me sleep

    You broke the rules and followed him up the stairs

    Calling out to him you saved what was left of me

    Years passed and you faded away from this world

    I never once got to tell you I was awake that night

    You never knew that I heard your voice calling out to him

    I never got to say thank you for saving what was left

    Of this little girl's innocence already tainted by him

    So now I say it, praying God lets you hear me

    Thank you Grandma, I love you. 

     

  • Waiting

    With the fall of the night the whispers return

    Sweet lingering wishes fading off into the night

    The ticking of the clock echoes through the house

    Reminding me of time passing so slowly

    Out of nervousness perhaps I rub my wrist

    The ink staining my scars reminding me to hold onto hope

    Such sweet hope, a drug like no other

    With each passing day I am brought closer to the edge

    Of being alone in my own company

    Life seems to have paused as I wait for you 

    Secret messages sent back and forth, stolen moments

    Offer a small comfort until we are one once more

    In your arms I will find myself which I thought lost forever

    As I sit watching the storms above in the sky

    My mind creates a thousand different worlds for us

    In which we are free to live our lives as we choose

    The sweet summer air is thick, heavy upon my chest

    Yet I feel so light, so free of my old misery

    Hope has unlocked me from my darkened cage

    As I sit waiting, knowing you'll be back for me

    The whispers of the night seem like old friends

    Talking of a love so rare, so strong

    No force of man may break it apart 

    A smile creeps upon my face as the wind brushes my skin

    Reminding me of your touch grazing me lightly

    Soon a memory it will be no more

    Soon my love, soon. 

Wednesday, 01 June 2011

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    • Name: Emily
    • Birthday: 7/23/1988
    • Gender: Female
    • Member Since: 9/28/2009

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